Want to study but couldn't study=.=

I failed my common test so badly..that i have no confidence already T.T

HCL>>21.5/50

E.Math>>27/30

A.Math>>18/30

Physics>>25/60

Chemistry>>33/60

SocialStudies>>8/26

Pass 3 subjects out of 6 from those what i have known. SAD!

Failing SS is okay for me la..but HCL=.= this really made me DOTZ...

Still have not get E.Geog and Chinese Lit results, but i think i am going to fail E.Geog and pass Chinese Lit.

How do I go and take O lvl with this kind of results?

觉得很沮丧，觉得自己很不争气

现在每天都有学校的活动，虽然我没有SYF，但是我跟参加的人一样没有空余的时间。

今天放学后本来和梓靖约好留在教室一起读书，但是突然有华会的活动，我们的计划就被打乱了。结果两人去帮老师打印明天辩论赛的东西，离开学校时，已经5点多了。

明天还要提前离开学校去立化为我校辩论赛的同学们摄影，回到学校又要差不多6点。

星期四又有华会活动。

星期五算是我的休息日吧？？但是照我现在的成绩来看，休息日要放弃了，要学习了！

说到学习我就气！ 我现在都没有学习的心！ 拿起书本就不舒服！

自己很多次强迫自己去学习，但是一看到书本就会告诉自己：“算了，休息一下吧，明天在学！”

结果明天就变成后天...so and so on..(snowball effect)

My dear friends..what should I do? How can I concentrate on my studies? I'm really struggling with it now! H~E~L~P!